Xeu's piano diary (19th July 2023): 'flickering memories'
"In my room, flickering with candlelight, I caught a glimpse of you smiling today in my imagination, and it momentarily erased the feeling of you being gone.
Though, reality reminded me of the space in my life you’ve left behind.
I've been trying to appear strong, but I'm exhausted inside. I closed my eyes, feeling your presence beside me, understanding that you may not be here anymore, but the memories of our time together still give me a strange kind of strength.